Will you come back to help me?



I was not settled when you left me. You knew na, that I was introvert? I was emotional, foolish, and sentimental? You were aware of my childish attitude. You knew no one care for me, my feelings. They hurt me so much.
So much so much so much.................. I cried all the days and night, I suffered, I craved for lil bit love not sympathy. You knew everything. You knew all these will certainly happen in my life. Then why, why you left me alone Maa. Did you ever think, what will happen to me after you? I needed you so much.

I am still so alone. But you now don’t worry Maa, I have learn to fight. I learn to leave without you and Baba. I still miss both of you, but I don’t cry anymore. All of them made me ruthless.

I, now don’t believe in love, relationship or emotions. All these seems very vague to me. You would have taught me all these before you left me.

You know Maa, may be, still somewhere in the core of my heart I still wants to be that old me. Still wanna follow all those norms and ethics that you and Baba taught me. Just waiting for both of you, to get back my real me. I can’t do anything without yours’ help. Will you come back, to help me?

I feel so tired and shattered. I need your lap to lie down.

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