Emotion and Life

I was not settled when you left me. You knew na, that I was introvert? I was emotional, foolish, and sentimental? You were aware of my childish attitude. You knew no one care for me, my feelings. They hurt me so much. So much so much so much.................. I cried all the days and night, I suffered, I craved for lil bit love not sympathy. You knew everything. You knew all these will certainly happen in my life. Then why, why you left me alone Maa. Did you ever think, what will happen to me after you? I needed you so much. I am still so alone. But you now don’t worry Maa, I have learn to fight. I learn to leave without you and Baba. I still miss both of you, but I don’t cry anymore. All of them made me ruthless. I, now don’t believe in love, relationship or emotions. All these seems very vague to me. You would have taught me all these before you left me. You know Maa, may be, still somewhere in the core of my heart I still wants to be that old me. Still wanna foll...

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I wanted to see you grow, believe me, always. I wanted to notice each and every reactions and facial expressions of yours. I dreamt about you before you stepped into my life. I gave you my heart, my concern. I thought I will also grow up with you. As I wanted to be a kid like you. I wanted to hold you tight next to my heart. I wanted to experience your first step. I wanted to feed you every day by my hand. I wanted to listen to your snore. I wanted to see you play, to run all over. I wanted to see you being naughty. I wanted to.................wanted to....................... I even don’t have enough time to hug you.

Some days back I was returning home from my work-place. The day was as usual very normal. I was engrossed in listening song and was mentally preparing myself for next day’s seminar. After decades I was supposed to participate in a seminar.  Whatever, after leaving office premises I went directly to metro station to catch a metro. Metro is the most comfortable, time saving and easily available communication transport in Delhi. I entered metro station, clear all formalities and step in to the station to board the train. While I was climbing the stairs towards platform I noticed some girls were harshly talking to a man. As I was listening to the music via head-phone I was not able to hear their conversation hence can observe the irritating faces of the girls and the man was trying to tell them something. I also noticed a cute baby wondering there. I off the music station to know the matter, but the time the girls left the place. While leaving a girl shouted atleast take your ...

Aaj Dipankarda khub bhalo ekta katha bollo  "Kobira kakhono khushi hayena." Satti, khushi hole toh creativity hariye jaabe. Dukkho, jaala-i toh aagun jaale mone ja bhetortake puriye puriye kobita hoye ber haye. Aami ek kaale likhtam, ekhon r likhi na. Aami keno jaanina. hayeto aami sukhi ba eto tai aahoto je sabdoi khuje paacchina byakto karar. Ba kicchu anubhab karar ba prakash karar khamota tai hariye gecche. Aami r kobi noi, aami ekhon suddhui ekta jantro-manob.

I tried to set him free, But I failed............ I tried to cry a lot, But I failed............ I tried to forget those sleepless night, But I failed............ I drenched myself in rain, I dragged myself to the snow, I shouted without making noise, I cried without tears.......... But I failed I failed to forget, I failed to forgive....................

Aami dana kata pakhi, Aakasher dike takiye  Sudhu aakash-kusum  rachona kori, parina  Kata tarer bera chire  ure jete.... Aami shukno nodi-r  moto meghe-r dike  takiye thaki ek pahsla  bristi-r jonnyo.... Aami gabhir andhokare-r moto boshe thaaki ektu aalo-r jannyo... Aami parine mukto  bihanga hote..... Aami paarina sada khata hote.......